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Lonely Hearts Club
Wishes

I’M HARD TO LOVE AND YOU WILL LAUGH AND SAY NO.
BUT YOU HAVENT TRIED.

SO JUST TRY TO LOVE ME AND TELL ME HOW HARD IT IS TO NOT GET ANGRY WITH ME AT TIMES BECAUSE SEX TRIGGERS ME AND MAYBE YOU KNOW WHY AND MAYBE YOU DONT BUT EITHER WAY I AM SORRY.
BUT I DO NOT KNOW WHY I AM SORRY BECAUSE IT WAS NOT MY FAULT.

TELL ME HOW HARD IT IS TO LOVE ME WHILE NOT BEING ABLE TO STAND THE WAY I GET ANGRY SO EASILY SOMETIMES AND HOW I SOMETIMES FLINCH WHEN YOU TOUCH ME

IM HARD TO LOVE


BUT IT IS EASY TO FALL IN LOVE WITH ME

IT IS EASY TO LOVE THE DARKNESS OF MY EYES AND HOW I BITE YOUR LIP
ITS EASY TO LOVE THE POETRY I WOULD WRITE, ABOUT YOU AND THE FEELINGS YOU GIVE ME. AND MAYBE I’D SHOW YOU AND
MAYBE I WOULDN’T BUT YOU’D KNOW THEY WERE THERE

I AM EASY TO FALL IN LOVE WITH
BUT I AM HARD TO LOVE

AND YOU WILL LAUGH AND SAY IT DOESNT MAKE SENSE BUT

HAVE YOU TRIED?

I wrote this as two parts last night but I decided it sounded better together

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You don’t know numb after you break a bone
That’s not real numbness
Real numbness makes you want to rip your heart out just to know you’re still alive
It’s sitting in your room smoking a cigarette feeling nothing but the burn in the back of your throat
You yearn to feel something and to care about something, anything. Anyone.

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"SCREAM" I wrote this last night

I don’t think people take me
seriously enough
They say I’m okay;

I show you the scars on my wrist,
You say I’m okay.

I tell you how lonely I am,
You say I’m okay.

I tell you I feel like dying,
You say it’ll be okay.

I say
I relapsed

You still say I’m okay

I CUT DEEPER TO SHOW YOU THAT I AM NOT OKAY
I TRY TO SHOW YOU THAT I’M ROTTING FROM THE INSIDE OUT AND
THAT I AM SUFFOCATING IN THIS CIGARETTE SMOKE AND I WANT ALL OF THE NOISE IN MY HEAD TO

stop

new poem

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Get back up. Even covered in dirt you are so beautiful. Breathe. It will be okay. Keep your head up and know you will be happy again.

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my town everybody
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I’m so original
the things my mom texts me at 3 am……
srsly ok now reblog pls
love
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